| Tis morning I woke up ard 4pm den went to mit Claire, Jing Fang, Wei Qi and her stead, "Panda." Dunno y so mani ppl miss mi l0lx! (bhb) But i miss JF n Qi lots too. Claire no nid sae la, i almost mit her everyweek de. Coz she is my bestie. Well, we went to AJISEN to hv our dinner ( it was a lunch cum dinner for mi thou) . We ordered lots of food n ramen and we finished it. Damn OISHI ne~ yummy yummy =P I shouldnt hv suggested eating there coz i cant resist e incredibly tasty soft shell crabs and prawns. So I heck bout my "sexy" voice n eat till I sastified. It was a nice gathering as I hv not chat wif Jing Fang n Qi for long le. Everybody get along veri well but dunno y e mister Panda dunwan eat. o.O FreakO. Wad a waste man! Hehee! Nice food wif nice price thou. After eating mi, qi n her stead went for smking break. Den they go home le coz tat PAnda is tired. Z.z Jing Fang, Claire n mi went to take neoprints after tat so Fun. 3 chio Bu's taking foto. WEE u WEE! SO damn nice siax!! Realli is nice not i bhb again la kaes. >< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">SO MUCH BLOOD IS GUSHING OUT OF HIS HAND!!! OMG!! E blood dripped all e wae from e corridoor to uncle bathroom. His hand hv a very deep cut becoz he went to hit the "glassplane" of the staircase's door. IT WAS A VERI VERI DEEP CUT. I can even see e bone reveling beneath. His knucker was covered wif blood totally. I held his hand upright so tat blood cannot rushed down and caused his hand to bleed more profusingly. At e same time he hugged mi as he was feeling giddy due to loss of blood. He den told mi tat all he did was just becaused of mi. I felt so sad n yet i can do nth but to lend him my shoulders. I watched him suffering in pain while I could only stared at his agony. His blood starts flowing out and dripped onto my hand. My leg felt wobby n I started crying. I was so scared! So guilty too. Y must he do all tis? It's useless. No matter wad he do he is onli hurting himself. I wun break up wif baby coz of tis! I realli do love BEN! I told him, " It's not tat I dunwan to accept you, is I CANT! I'm already attached. If I'm single now, We might still be together but tis aint gonna happen." After hearing tis he cried and hugged mi even tighter. Uncle and auntie bought him to e nearby clinic to hv his hand stiched up. 5 stiches if I rmb correctly. I watched how e doctor stiched him up. My hartt turned sour and I cried again. It was too foolish of him, too foolish! I can c tat he was suffering in tremendous pain. He was trembling coldly throughout e whole process. Xiang, pls stop hurting urself. It's not worth going thru so much pain just for mi. Pls wake up k? I'm sorry. I was touched by every single thing tat u hv done for mi but I hv a bf le. So dun make all of us in a difficult position. I feel so hurt u noe? So so sad now. Haiis! Hope his injuries will recover real soon..I sincerly hope so. Baby told mi tat his fren oso commited suicide last thurs. I saw his fren b4 at bugis once wif his gf. Heard tat no 1 noes y he commit suicide. Not even his gf noes. They r tgt for 8 yrs I heard. 8 years, he just left his gf lidatt. Not even a warning was given. Ben was kind of depressed too. Life is so precious even thou i hurt myself sometimes when I'm depressed but still I wun die so easily. If I died i might just leave easily, but all my loves one will mourned and be hurt forever just becoz of my foolish act... Baby arx. Dun worry I will nv leave u easily kaes? I give you my words.. Too mani tiings happened today, I had enuff better get some slp now le. My giddiness is acting again. Nites. Haiis. WAD A SAD NITE FOR MI T.T | ||
Friday, September 08, 2006
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